Songtext:
I’m not in control of how I feel
I’m so confused
I don’t trust myself anymore
I see something, but I don’t know if it’s real
I’m calling out for signs
Could it be I get them but don’t see them?
I see something… but are they signs?
I’m scared, maybe too scared
But my longing grows every day
And I’m stuck here in between
What I feel and what I see
Are these signs and I just don’t understand?
Are these signs slipping right through my hands?
I’m reaching out but I miss every chance
Are these signs and I just don’t understand?
I’m losing control of everything
I can’t relax
My head is spinning all day long
Are these signs…
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do
I can’t move even an inch ahead
Even though I want to
I feel paralyzed
Every step feels like a risk
Like there’s something I might miss
Are these signs and I just don’t understand?
Are these signs slipping right through my hands?
I’m standing still while I’m losing the chance
Are these signs and I just don’t understand?
I’m scared that I might break something
But what would I even break?
Maybe I’d just find the truth
Maybe I don’t want to face it
Too much inside me is broken
Everything I was is gone
No confidence, just this panic
But I’m still holding on
Please be patient, I need time
Just a little strength to find
Are these signs and I just don’t understand?
Are these signs slipping right through my hands?
Do I have more to lose or to gain?
Are these signs and I just don’t understand?
I will fight
I won’t give up
Never
