Two Lives in Me

Songtext:

Two lives in me

She’s lying close but far away
I hear my name but not the same
There’s something breaking in the air
but no one moves, no one declares

I keep it quiet, keep it clean
hide every thought I shouldn’t think
But every second pulls me back
to something I don’t want to have

I try to hold it
keep it down
but it keeps turning
all around

Two lives in me
I can’t let go
one I feel
one I don’t show

Two lives in me
they pull me apart
one is my life
one is my heart

Two lives in me
(two lives in me)
Two lives in me
(stay with me)

You look at me like you might know
but choose a truth you never show
And I don’t know what hurts the most
to stay or let you get too close

My voice is calm, my hands don’t shake
but something in me starts to break
I play the role I always knew
while losing everything to you

I keep pretending
I’m the same
but something’s shifting
I can’t name

Two lives in me
I can’t let go
one I feel
one I don’t show

Two lives in me
they pull me apart
one is my life
one is my heart

Two lives in me
(two lives in me)
Two lives in me
(stay with me)

If I stay
I fade away
If I leave
I lose everything

Two lives in me
I can’t divide
one is truth
one I hide

Two lives in me
I feel them stay
every night
every day

Two lives in me
Two lives in me